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I miss him.... [Apr. 1st, 2005|09:54 pm]
[mood |sadsad]
[music |I miss you-Bling 182]

Have you ever felt like the world was over because you lost that one person that means everything to you? The one person that makes you smile and laugh when you just look in they're eyes.The one who doesnt care what people about them as long as they know its just you.The one who means the whole world to you and no one else does.Losein that person hurts so much.It makes you wanna crawl into a hole and cry and never come out while you watch that one person love someone else.I dont think i can get over that person..It kills me inside to watch him love another girl...Sometimes i think why do i wast my time thinkin about him wonderin what is he doin where is he and will we ever talk again..Then the rest of the time i wonder why i love/hate him at the same time..i just wish i new the answer..*I miss you so much..I wish i can move on in life like you have and forget the times we spent and said i love you to each other.* will there ever be another guy out there for me??? :-(
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(no subject) [Mar. 25th, 2005|03:11 pm]
[mood |sadsad]
[music |I miss you-Bling 182]

Yeah hey there people..srry i havent update that much..i stayed with my mom for a week since i got in trouble...Yeah well ill start what happen last friday, i hung out with rj and went to inmans with him for a bit.we met up with paul nick bub joe n tim..well we all played pool for the hell of it and it was fuckin awesome.then me n rj had to leave so tim gave me his number so i can call him that night but i didnt because i fell asleep but befor i fell alseep i text msg tim...*laughs* lol.

Then saturday i woke up because someone called me around 9ish :coughtimcough: hehe.He told me that my text msg woke him up at 4 but i sent it at 12:15 when i got home..hmm..weird.then he called me back later on to see if i wanted to go out to eat with him and his friends kevin and steph so i said yeah..well we went up to MI city to eat at ryans...wow it was fuckin funny and awesome..Tim told the people who worked there that it was Kevins bday but it wasnt..so that sang to him.it was funny.then we went up to Inmans that night...i saw paul his gf karen bubs ex gf...So then we all started to put black lip stick on but me cuz i dunno why..it was funny.then nick came there all stoned n drunk i guess..He said he hated me because me and tim are togethere now and he was gonna asked me out that night but tim beat him to it..then i told paul and paul said nick didnt even kno u were comeing..so yeah..i dunno..

Sunday nothing happen i went to my moms..thats about it..same thing with monday.i had night class's.

Tueseday i hung out with tim kevin n steph.that was great.i always have a great time with them <3

wesenday nothing happen but night school..ugh...

thurseday tim kevin n steph came over by my moms for a bit..wow that was fun..I told them i might can hang out with him today but wasnt to sure and kevin said i HAVE to hang out with them or else so yeah..Lol.

Today was our last day for school and now we're on spring break...god im grounded still because of something.I promise kevin steph and tim i wanted to hang out with them but now my dad is bein such a fuckin asshole and i fuckin hate him for doin this to me...he wont let me even go to java joez n hang out with my friends...what the fuck is this about i swear!? god..sometimes i wish i can just fuckin be livein on my own...damn.thats why i cant wait to move in with tim steph n kevin one day..it would b better then livein in this hell holed dont u guys think?

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(no subject) [Mar. 13th, 2005|09:36 pm]
[mood |melancholymelancholy]

Well i havent been updatin alot..my computer needs fuckin help i swear.Well friday al n jason came over..it was great seein them..we just sat around n watched movies.al wouldnt leave me alone! he kept hidein behide me n takin my covers.rawr..we were gothica n we were name who was who in the movie..Jason was the black dude who raped the young girl who was me then Al was the dudes wife..haha..then saturday was crazy..i went to java joez for ryans band!! they kicked so much fuckin ass!! everyone was moshin..i saw alot of people!!! like lauren will robbie kevin al manda kelli jill chad joe kyle dave jamie tiffany n ect..it was awesome as hell.then today brittney and i hung out for awhile..wow it was crazy! i love that girl to death! haha..now im on the fone with matt listin him talk about last night n ect..hehe.
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hmmm... [Mar. 8th, 2005|07:01 pm]
[mood |restlessrestless]
[music |Knuck if u buck-Crime Mob]

well sorry i havent updatein anything at all..ive been busy n tired.Nothing really has been going on.I found out my girl kayla passed away saturday..Her sister n her were going to school thurseday and i guess the car when out of control n hit a fone pole.Her sister has a broke arm i think..But kayla didnt make it..So its been kinda ruff lately..ive been hideing my feelins about it cuz i dont want people wonderin what is wrong with me or w/e..but yeah anyways.Well me n steph got into a fight last night about the whole jon thing but we worked it out!! YAY!! I <3 YOU STEPH!!THNX SO MUCH FOR BEIN THERE!!BEST FUCKIN FRIENDS 4EVA!! lol..well today at lunch was weird.I was acting really really crazy today!!Anways..Yeah people been askin me if im over jon yet..well i still like the kid but im gettin over him..so yeah..im movein on in life..there are more guys out here then just one! RIGHT!? *smiles big* ;-) yeah well i dunno what to say im out peace out biotchs!

 xoxox
  *Kitten*

Kayla*Rest In Peace girl...I kno we had our up's n downs but we always made it threw it and we always had some crazy fun ass times with each other n at alex's place.I really wish we had more to come.I hate to see you gone like this.I wish it was you who left our lifes.you were a great daughter sister a friend and a best friend to everyone.U will always b in our hearts n soul.I know ur up der watchin over us in our lifes.No one will take ur place girl..I love ya chika! See You When I Get Up Der <3

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(no subject) [Mar. 5th, 2005|09:12 am]
[mood |cheerfulcheerful]

ohh like my new journal bitchs?! i bet u do!? u wish u want it but u cant..lol..well anyways lately i dunno what is going on with jon.he has been actin sorta shady to me..Or maybe its just me?? i dunno..i think im gonna call him later and talk to him about it.. anywhom..yeah nothing big has been happein..i went to java joez with kristina chris joe manda steph n mel..it was fun! it was crazy cuz one of my old friends played there and i didnt kno it!! lol..weird..well i gotta goc uz my computer is bein gay!! so i dunno?? ill update later bitchs!!
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